Ummm What Do I Call This One???
And so
Still no answer
Just silence
While poking and prying around
Giving confusion
Thinking of answers to questions that aren't being said
Let me put this shirt on
Let me take a shower
Let me do this
And here I'll do that
Ding Ding
There goes my notification
Oh
Here, let me wave my hand
Ding ding
Another notification
What the hell
Guess I must have decided right
Let me do everything wrong
Imma go left instead of right
Maybe the answers will be at every left turn that I make
No more hints
No more silent threats
Scooby Doo
I am firing you
You've been cashed out by my negative transactions
See them empty zeros hit yo empty pocket
I got 8 dollars
Maybe
Cause I'll spend it on a cup of chocolate strawberries with a bunch of toppings called dubi
Got a country in my mouth
On the spend of my last couple of dollars
Walked in on a penny
Exited with an empty bank account
Smile on my face still
Cause what's new under the sun
This book was already a story
So I gots my survival guide written in my timeline
I just look back when I need a reference
Oh look I am lost
What, did I do again
Back in the same situation
Turn to page 2012
Oh yeah
I got it!
Wait im lost again
Turn to page 2008
Matter fact im finna read the entire chapters of 2006-2021.
Yup eating this dubi cup
Just went 0 zerrrrrroooooooo
Kids worried
I forgot how to cry
Or maybe that shit have dried up and the sky is crying tear drops for me now
Idk
Idcarrrrrrreeeee
Ima stand still if I care
And that's called
STUCK
So fuck
And I wanna fuck
I gots back up from two years and months of stress
Now the thigh lips sending me pulses
Gurl chill
No stranger danger in dis
I don't know what the fuck is up with the public
Seems like they wanna throw me some candidates
Seems like they got problems with me
Seems like they think they know me
Seems like they here for me
Supporting me
I don't fuckin know
Fuckin
I want some passion
Replayed some love scenes from The Bride and The United States verse Billie Holiday
Touches and Kisses like that
When the goal isn't to fuck anymore but to just to be in one another
Like a thirst and hunger that just sits in your skin
And on your lips
And in your soul
Some passion
A pile of men giving out the next porno sex
Ya girl laying there bored and unpleased
Yup you did your thang daddy
Good job
Time for me to go home
Peace out big Boi I ain't comin back
I came and gots no cum
Comin and no cum
Shm
Thighs still urging
Pussy stretch out and unpleased
Again.
Anyway
Ding Ding
Nope no notification
Slap on my hands
Must done sumin bad
Lol
To think of the word bad
Let me stop ranting thoughts of seduction
Anywayyyyyyyyy
What the fuck is going on
Living this survivalist story all over again
And I don't care
I won't
Cause then imma have to stand still
So what's up world
Or let's get it with Nature
Natural law and order, that is
Let's get the answers so I can move on
Into the next day
If next day and time is really a thing
I don't carrrrreeeeeee
I just want the madness to stop
The weirdos to go back into their own weird spaces and isolated places
Weirdos (hold up I gots to reedit this shit of a term)
Another word with bias ideas but carries so much grade school and schools and schools of pains
So let's address that shit in many sentences (this what happens when I get to reading my shit, I make it even longer. Lol)
Pause ⏸️
Girl stay outta yo head…stop meditating
Ok, ▶️
Stupid world of high school popular people
Yall be dishing out titles
and I gots a poem with a dictionary as the thumbnail
Weirdos!!???
Define….Compar…Conclude. Ya Dig!
Not us geeks, nerds, or cornballs
Cause the jocks and their superstar fan club can be even more weird then us normal geeky weirdos
That's why people liked Stanger Things
Did yall see yall asses in season four!
And who had all the adventure!!!
And I gots my own Stanger Things on DND
aye keep it on the down low though cause I haven't played it yet cause it was too hard, I don't get it
Or Didn't get it.
I think I grew some more intelligence.
Cause that was like 5 years ago.
I’m tryna keep my nerdy fan club
That long ago board game collecting dust.
It’s still
“P.r.e.cioussss (like lord of the rings)
Everybody is a fucking weirdo
Cause I bet you do something that even ima find strange
Yup, I’m a weirdo
Yet, I bet it you would want me to dress up like a neirdy hoe
Like sum anime ideologies shit
Help you live out a fantasy so I can be a lady
My gurl ain't weird nigga she a lady, she use to be weird
What they say to dey boyz
Us weirdos finding favor in a biased as world
LoLllll
It’s stupid.
Hey I like anime tho
I started with Inyuasha
“Kagomeeeeeee”
You gots high school popular people on tv shows claimin they eat socks and maybe even rocks
I like being weird
And I don't eat meat
But I eat fish and butter
Yet I am a vegan
Nope, I’m actually plant base
But I like honey too
Damn, this does not make sense!
But I guess I’m just eating what I like
Wow that explanation was simple!
AND!!!
I use to eat my shedding skin
but i’m never gonna be on that tv show though
And I was just a careless kid
And I wasn't one to eat my boogers, I knew that was really
GROss
Like Yuck (i’m being pritzy in the expression rite here. Like the movie Clueless. Or Legally Blond. Or just the ole “black girl” tryna be white)NOT!
idk I guess it just made sense to us all to put it back in LOL, LMAO 🤣
Look at me not even being manish, I just think its stupid and adults still putting their foot in their mouths
Any damn way
WHat the fuck is up with the public
Bunch of mixed categories of school lunch time table divided weirdos
Us societals mess ups
Because life feels
Shitty
Weird
And uncomfortable
Too it feels stuck
And I wanna live cause who said it has to end
People get your shit right
Be mindful of others
Stop the violence
Stop the cruelty
Stop the wickedness and selfishness
Think about YOU being in THAT PERSON'S place. Situation. Circumstances. Perspective.
Do you follow my long ass over explained idea!???
Would you want that for YOU!
It ain't that hard to reach a "place" called
HEAVEN!
Thought we all wanted to get out of hell.
This is the chance to get to heaven.
Antoinette Lq Wade. June 17 2026 7:26am
Outspoken Antoinette
Samsung Notes.
Love and Peace In and OuT. 💛
