Ummm What Do I Call This One???

And so

Still no answer

Just silence

While poking and prying around

Giving confusion

Thinking of answers to questions that aren't being said

Let me put this shirt on

Let me take a shower

Let me do this

And here I'll do that

Ding Ding

There goes my notification

Oh

Here, let me wave my hand

Ding ding

Another notification

What the hell

Guess I must have decided right

Let me do everything wrong

Imma go left instead of right

Maybe the answers will be at every left turn that I make

No more hints

No more silent threats

Scooby Doo

I am firing you

You've been cashed out by my negative transactions

See them empty zeros hit yo empty pocket

I got 8 dollars

Maybe

Cause I'll spend it on a cup of chocolate strawberries with a bunch of toppings called dubi

Got a country in my mouth

On the spend of my last couple of dollars

Walked in on a penny

Exited with an empty bank account

Smile on my face still

Cause what's new under the sun

This book was already a story

So I gots my survival guide written in my timeline

I just look back when I need a reference

Oh look I am lost

What, did I do again

Back in the same situation

Turn to page 2012

Oh yeah

I got it!

Wait im lost again

Turn to page 2008

Matter fact im finna read the entire chapters of 2006-2021.

Yup eating this dubi cup

Just went 0 zerrrrrroooooooo

Kids worried

I forgot how to cry

Or maybe that shit have dried up and the sky is crying tear drops for me now

Idk

Idcarrrrrrreeeee

Ima stand still if I care

And that's called

STUCK

So fuck

And I wanna fuck

I gots back up from two years and months of stress

Now the thigh lips sending me pulses

Gurl chill

No stranger danger in dis

I don't know what the fuck is up with the public

Seems like they wanna throw me some candidates

Seems like they got problems with me

Seems like they think they know me

Seems like they here for me

Supporting me

I don't fuckin know

Fuckin

I want some passion

Replayed some love scenes from The Bride and The United States verse Billie Holiday

Touches and Kisses like that

When the goal isn't to fuck anymore but to just to be in one another

Like a thirst and hunger that just sits in your skin

And on your lips

And in your soul

Some passion

A pile of men giving out the next porno sex

Ya girl laying there bored and unpleased

Yup you did your thang daddy

Good job

Time for me to go home

Peace out big Boi I ain't comin back

I came and gots no cum

Comin and no cum

Shm

Thighs still urging

Pussy stretch out and unpleased

Again.

Anyway

Ding Ding

Nope no notification

Slap on my hands

Must done sumin bad

Lol

To think of the word bad

Let me stop ranting thoughts of seduction

Anywayyyyyyyyy

What the fuck is going on

Living this survivalist story all over again

And I don't care

I won't

Cause then imma have to stand still

So what's up world

Or let's get it with Nature

Natural law and order

Let's get the answers so I can move on

Into the next day

If next day and time is really a thing

I don't carrrrreeeeeee

I just want the madness to stop

The weirdos to go back into their own weird spaces and isolated places

Because life feels

Shitty

Weird

And uncomfortable

Too it feels stuck

And I wanna live cause who said it has to end

People get your shit right

Be mindful of others

Stop the violence

Stop the cruelty

Stop the wickedness and selfishness

It ain't that hard to reach a "place" called

HEAVEN!

Thought we all wanted to get out of hell.

This is the chance to get to heaven.

Antoinette Lq Wade. June 17 2026 7:26am

Outspoken Antoinette

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Love and Peace In and OuT. 💛